"As you grow, you learn more. If you stayed as ignorant as you were at twenty-two, you’d always be twenty-two. Aging is not just decay, you know. It’s growth. It’s more than the negative that you’re going to die, it’s the positive that you understand you’re going to die, and that you live a better life because of it. Accept who you are; and revel in it." - Mitch Albom
"Lent stimulates us to let the Word of God penetrate our life and in this way to know the fundamental truth: who we are, where we come from, where we must go, & what path we must take in life…"
I am now in the point where I am beggining to question my self worth. And that- is precisely unfair. When people keep pushing you away, you tend to make some room for yourself at first. Because you love them. And somehow they are a part of ‘You. You learn to bite your tongue as so you wont hurt their feelings. But sooner or later, it gets tiring. Because as they say, “love is a two way street.” Afterall, that’s said and done, suddenly you’ll find yourself in a place of wander and unhappiness. There are people who want to live in a “world of make believe” People who think highly of themselves above everyone else.. Those kind of people will just try to manipulate you and treat you good if you have some use in their lives and their luxury. These are the same people who will leave you once your role in their make believe world is done. They chose a life of misery and pain and they keep on making themselves ahead by treating ill of others. They want to portray a role/life manifesting that of which they lack. And you have to remind yourself, “You are not one of them”. You have to give yourself the chance to be free from suffering, pretense, hurt, and simply, let go. And today, I choose to do so. I choose to let go of the unhappy thoughts and the hurt. All of which rendered nothing but hate and bitterness in my heart. I choose to be emotionally stressed free. And I choose to be happy. You have to let go of the feelings that does not contribute positive gains in your life. This can work- but not on their terms. People have to understand, It is not an issue of pride. It never was- because I had none. but rather, self respect. I will walk away never looking back. It’s all behind me now. I am relieved. For he who knows and hears it all- has granted me peace. And I believe he’s timing will be perfect. He will touch their hearts and leave wisdom & love wherever it lays.
Isn’t she lovely..♥♥♥
“The most amazing feeling I feel,
Words can’t describe what I’m feeling for real
Baby, I paint the sky blue,
My greatest creation was you.”
I’m glad I married the first man I ever kissed. Thank you for leaving me with more than just “that. I love you so much. <3
Picture was taken when I was only 4-5weeks along. He left for the US after spending holidays with me as he promised. Can’t believe how time flies.. Soon I’ll be able to hold our little girl, patiently waiting until love reunites our Family once again. God is good!